Friday, June 23, 2006

Beauty amidst Chaos

Complicated.
I find my life has become more complicated over the last few months. But I'm learning that complication and chaos becomes more possible the more I live outside my once safe cocoon.

Did I wish for this, did I in-fact pray for this? More complication?

Maybe chaos and complication are not what I hoped for but that my life would become more multi-faceted. That my world would stop revolving around just me. After all I've done the whole "Me" thing for a long time and I'm fun and all but- hey.

Lesson:
So amidst the chaos there is beauty and I have a better understanding of this now -